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[August 23rd 2010 02:32 AM] |
Friends Only
 .Ill Add Anyone Who Asks.
.I Just Prefer Beautiful People.
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[November 19th 2009 06:45 PM] |
[mood] high|
I really want a paid account. I keep seeing all these cool layouts for paid accounts and icons that I really want to use. It's driving me nuts. I'm really sick of the layout that I have because it's the layout I had previously to the last one. Right now I have to figure out my bank situation, because they over drafted me three times, and I had money in there. Now I'm -$180. I get paid next week, but I need to go in and scream at them because it's all a money making scheme. I took out $40 yesterday and I had money in there, and they are trying to nab me with a fee, and I have the receipt!
I went food shopping. Only healthy snacks. Whole wheat crackers, baby tomatoes (super vice), cucumber, pepperoni, salad greens. I've been exercising a lot as well. I need to get toned up for my super Christmas present for my boyfriend. :]
I keep giving away parts of my oxys and its starting to piss me off.
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[October 9th 2009 11:11 PM] |
[Mood]high|
I have not been near my laptop in maybe a week or longer!
I feel out of the loop.
Today, I got my new new Blackberry. I went in two days ago with my replacement, they programmed it for me, I walked out the door, and my brand new replacement broke. So, I walked right back in and got a new one. I was so pissed.
I hate the blackberry curve.
Too many issues. If it breaks again I'm demanding an upgrade.
Got a bunch of percs so I'm chillin out on the way to my friend Seth's.
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| NYC Trip |
[October 4th 2009 03:33 AM] |
Spent the night in NYC.
-met one of the actors from Law and Order.
-cruised around Washington Square Park and danced with the park performers
-Saw a charity event premier that had various celebs taking pics.
-Went to my favorite cafe, and gave three bums money.
Xanax is a beautiful thing.
I was supposed to go to a play premier tonight but blew that off. I had a great time today. :)
Yes, I do realize I pulled a strict no no for locals and pulled a 'bridge and tunnel' on a Saturday night. Sorry NY! But in the words of Perry Como "we loooove yoou"
Pics later.
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[September 25th 2009 05:35 PM] |
[mood] bored|
I've been sitting here for hours on the floor ironing my hair, and scanning twitter, while watching Beverly Hills Cop.
After work, I had no idea what I wanted to do except wait for my boyfriend to get home from work.
I've had nothing to eat because I took my medication today for the first time in about two months, and it finally wore off and now I just feel strung out and dizzy.
My friend managed to find me some Vicodins. Like that's going to do a whole lot, but at least it's something.
Wednesday night I went to a small party in Jersey City. My friend Anna just got a new apartment. It was so beautiful We hung out on the roof, and the city skyline was all around us, and you could make out NYC across the river. She had the top floor, so we hung out on the fire escape, did some adderall, drank, and walked around. I am officially the new city navigator because I got everyone to the coffee shop and back and I've never set foot in Jersey city, let alone know where I was going.
When we went to leave, my friend Jake was going to follow me and my boyfriend, but he ended up locking his damn keys in his car, so they had to break into it. I was so wiped I found a eye mask in my bag (go figure) and passed out in the front seat. I was soaked from walking in the rain, so I just needed rest.
I don't know how I did it, but I managed to pay all of my bills, and have money left over. I went to go get my nails done, and the lady I had went crazy and did black and white zebra stripes.
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[September 14th 2009 07:43 PM] |
[mood] contemplative|
[music] the phenomenauts- mission|
Uneventful day.
I managed to get take some pictures done for my website.
I'm really re-evaluating myself lately. I need to do something creative with my style. I've been slacking hardcore with that. I feel like because I work so much it becomes a burden to get dressed up and stylish, especially when you just want to relax after working 8 hours everyday.
I've decided I'm going to put some more blond streaks in my hair, and do a few purple streaks, as well. I bought the dye months ago but chickened out. Which really goes to show how much I've tamed myself, considering I've had every color under the sun.
Does anyone have any good hair dyeing communities that I could join and get any ideas?
I know there are a ton out there, but I fell out of the loop.
I bought a bunch of beer, but haven't drank any yet. I feel like I'm gaining weight from drinking so much.
Give me some pills!
I'm so glad I have the house to myself for the next two days. Everyone went down the shore.
Someone recommend me music.
Upbeat music. I hate listening to sad music.
..except The Cure.
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[September 2nd 2009 07:53 PM] |
[mood] productive and relaxed|
I've had an interesting week so far. I've been working like crazy, but it feels great and there is no stress because my boss isn't there. There is money missing from the register, though, and so far two of the bosses have turned to me like I took it. I guess because I do a lot of voids. But that's to make sure I don't fuck up the register, and I initial every one.
This town is going strait into the shitter. Some kid shot himself in the middle of the street because he couldn't handle withdraw from heroin. The store next door to us got robbed last night. The bosses are blaming everyone for stealing money. It's crazy. I need to get out of here stat.
Today, I went to visit High Point. The highest point in NJ. I was really that bored.
( View From The Top )
A different picture. I feel like Lindsay Lohan in this one.
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[September 2nd 2009 07:17 AM] |
I'm still alive! I've just been trying to stay super busy to keep my mind off things. <3
I can't abandon you guys that easily! And I am reading your updates from my blackberry.
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[August 16th 2009 08:38 PM] |
[mood] antsy|
I spent three hours in the ocean today, and then went for a jog up and down the beach.
I had a blast, but tomorrow I have to begin a trek home because of work on Tuesday.
I only have two more pills left, and I have to save them for tomorrow because we were invited to a party up in Susses Mills. The girl lives in a huge mansion and just lays around taking Klonopin all day. What a life. It should be fun as long as people I don't like don't show up.
The check I wrote for my ticket bounced, so there might be a warrant out for my arrest.
I doubt it, they'll probably just surcharge me and send me a nasty notice in the mail.
I'm about to leave to do some late night fishing with the boy.
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[August 10th 2009 11:35 PM] |
[mood] okay|
I seem to be having a good past few days.
-my dad helped on my first car payment
-I can afford to buy some painkillers tomorrow
-I got offered a second job but turned it down because my job is giving me 40+ a week
-my sister has kicked heroin and somewhat back to her normal self
-I'm keeping busy with my etsy store
-I'm invited to plenty parties
-I got a great new camera
I won't be able to go back to school in the fall but that's a minor set back.
Today I bought a six disc self help beauty thing. It cost me a dollar, but it's well worth it because it's supposed to help you with feeling good, gaining confidence, and stopping aches and pains because of stress. I ache so much because of depression and stress. It really sucks. I have a hard time moving because of it. Plus I've probably gained about 15 lbs since ending my ecstacy and cocaine binge, so that doubles me physically feeling like shit. I do work out, though. So blah.
I have a ton of books that I want. I really want Stick Figure, but it was $14 for a small paper back. What the hell is that!? And another one called Opium something. It was about a soldier in Iraq who was traffic-ing heroin into the US. I'm almost done with Smugglers Blues which is about a guy who smuggles coke and marijuana into Canada. I sense a trend...
My sister has mono, and I shared a drink with her and now I have a sore throat. :/
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